Blogging

Some days are so not productive for.It can be a challenge to stay home, look after a baby, actively hunt for jobs, pump breastmilk every 3-4 hours, cook dinner, feed yourself, feed the baby, hit the gym.Yesterday was one such day for me when I had to cook breakfast, send DH to work, feed Baby D, make phone calls regarding a position I had applied for, put baby to sleep, pump in between, had lunch while baby was asleep, applied for some more jobs, fed baby, took a nap while putting baby to sleep and then DH was home.It was a relief so I could get out of the house while he took care of baby D.So I hit the gym for an hour and was exhausted when I got home.I couldn't do anything else and went straight to bed.

I get very depressed when I compare my productivity to the pre baby days and now after having a a baby.I don't remember learning anything new after I had him.I just feel so exhausted at the end of the day.I just wanna sleepfor 6-8 hours.I need some mentally challenging stuff to do.That's why decided to blog.I find it helpful to just rant about things in general or about my day.It helps me feel better to talk to anonymous people virtually who do not know me and hopefully will not judge me.

I hope I feel better as the day goes by.Till then happy reading :~